Yeah.
Sometimes I feel so alone and I feel so lonely, moreover at my own home..how come?? i don’t know what i’m looking for..sometimes i hate myself, I’m scared, i’m worried, i’m doubt, i’m fidgety, i’m confused, i’m not happy, i’m loney, i’m weak, i’m faithless with my future and feels like my mental decrease to 10,5%..i still remember Wednesday night, April 12nd 2012 before i went to bed, i was cried for no reason. I felt my chest so crowded, and i felt my too much load in my heart..until when do I have to feel this loneliness? 
All i need is someone to hear my stories, is someone to hug me when i felt sad, is someone who will accompany me to laughing together when i feel happy. Although I laughed but could not cover the emptiness of my heart.
And this loneliness is increasing felt by my birthday wich coming soon, i could wish that i can celebrate it with someone who loves me so so much, someone who cares me like an angel with some flower in his hand and kissing me a while whispering that everything will be fine.
Dear God…
I don’t ask you for more. I simply asking for a little happiness to deprive of this loneliness from someone who loves me through your anointing.
Smjtk Ulie
